i did it

im a good little runner.. yesterday was my first race and i had my best mile average ever..

just when i wanted to start walking towards the end the people who had already finished the race had started lining up to cheer people on and i realized something,

no one cheers for walkers....

baby mama race in two weeks

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race #1

i signed up for my first race... yes i'm still planning on the marathon #whatamithinking?!

April 18.. 4 miles.. i'll be the red faced one walking the last mile..

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swim again

i guess all this fitness is making me think of swim suits...

can normal people wear a suit like this?

next year

im running the marathon

every year i feel motivated to do it but this year i will.. really.

really?

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fat

today was a fat day.. that of course is a bad day because i felt fat all day...

after work i had 15 minutes to kill so i accidently went to jcrew and spent $400. f.

i've been looking at their new catalog every morning telling myself its to get inspired but it really just pisses me off.. i've donated most of my clothes and need to start from the ground up but who wants to buy new clothes when you're feeling fat?!

im going to bed.. i have to get up early for fitness (still trying to run)

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fitness

i go through phases of being totally into yoga, i commute by bike, and i live in NYC.. enough said right?!

i've gained three-ish pounds since the wedding..

without wedding stress to keep me slim i have to do something else.. and its too hot for bikram

so i've started running... ugh.. hate it

but im doing a good job.. i go home in 2 weeks.. im going to see if i can get myself to 'like' it before i go..

i suppose this is another goal

FITNESS!!

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